Monday, August 15, 2005

Well, Mom had to turn herself in again today. This is the final county. There will be some jail time behind this one. So far she's been lucky. Me and Princess spent all week with her. Topped it off by going to the State Fair on Saturday night. Ended up being funner than I had thought. After a day or two of getting used to her being back I didn't want her to leave again, even though I knew she'd have to. Killed Princess almost. She kept crying today saying "I don't want Mommy to have to go to Big People Time Out!!" (our way of saying jail to make it less hurtful to Princess). Hearing Princess cry like that made me so mad at Mom. Just wondering how the hell she could've done what she did, and know Princess is the one that has to deal with the consequences.

Princess is at Grandma's tonight. She asked if she could stay, and I told her yeah. It's ok though, I felt like being alone anyways. I'm still not sure how to deal with this. Me and Mom got in a huge fight last night at around 2 a.m. I said some pretty mean things to her, but most of them were true. We made up though, and I'm glad. I didn't want her to have to go with me being mad.

Well, there's enough for this update. Stay tuned...